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Here I sit But none of this seems real I'm in a world with no time Nothing to grasp, to feel Moments turn into hours As days pass by without knowing Nails begin to repair My body with signs of aging And once again I'm lost I see the people passing And the  sky becomes a blur Beams fall into shadows Intoxicate my mind to slur Words are spoken clearly Everything numb All these attempts less endearing Now animals motionless, dumb I take a path to lead into nothing To clear my mind and bring on an ease I feel alive but I crave the departing Alone, I search for peace I sit here waiting I sit and separate I watch for hours m

What I have to do, Will change my being forever It will break me so severe For a moment, my soul will wither In time, I will see reason To leave behind my heart I have to follow my sense From you I must depart Forcing a cold center To hide my slow destruction Harder then it seems I will be too low to function Inside I dread the day When I finalize my decision To leave behind my first love And hold to future vision To lose the site of you Is far from my hearts desire To never touch your face, to leave behind your smile But as time passes, I'll grow older and see the truth That the heartache and sacrifice were crucial It's

Your smile is greasy Much like your dialect Your face is making me dizzy You remind me of an insect But I don't want to disect you I don't care to know how you function All I know is I can't stand you Everything about you, I find repulsive You can carry on Complaining and whining Bitching, being sad Decaying, modifying Because it all looks like shit And you're a waste of time I'm obviously had enough of it Just enough